Sorta Bad

I saw New Leaf Guy tonight and it was sorta bad.  He was very nervous and tired.  I was cranky and resentful.  Our expectations of one another are unaligned.  He thinks I should be head over heels for him after seeing him for many months.  I am on a different page because we don't see each other consistently, it's either a few times a week or a few times every few months (due to travel).  He expects us to be able to pick up where we left off and I don't work like that.  Out of sight, out of mind.  After a long hiatus, I feel like we need to restart and see if we are still interested.  And it takes time to get back into that mindset.