Back Into The Sea

I broke up with him, back into the sea he goes.  It doesn't seem like he wants to go back into the sea.  He's been texting, calling, et al.  I don't have anything else to say.  I don't think I'm meant for, or want the same person until the end of time.  No matter how great it was, there will be a time when it's no longer great, even though nothing has changed (aside from me growing tired of dating the same guy).  Until I meet someone who changes my mind on this, I'm going to think this is just how I'm wired.

I've been playing with some apps, but I really want to be on my own, and reclaim fabulous single life without obligations.

Forever

He's been talking about forever.  This is causing sleepless nights.  It's more than I don't know about forever with him.  It's about forever with anyone. He's a nice guy who is very good to me.  I am not saying I can find another guy who will treat me better.  I'm saying, I don't know if I can be a forever person for anyone.

Excitement

When I was younger, I loved drama. I think I still like it, to a lesser degree than before, but it's still there.  I think I get bored with this guy from time to time because there isn't much excitement.  And by excitement, I might mean roller coaster?  I know he is very into me.  I know he'd like to spend as much time with me as possible.  I know he'll do just about anything to make sure I'm happy, entertained, et al.  Yes ladies, after dating men who aren't like this, seems like a dream? 

Perhaps I get in this mood when I know a guy is too interested?  Of course, I want someone who is interested...interested and with an opinion?

Three P's

Steve Harvey wrote a book about dating.  In it, he talks about the three P's.  A guy is very serious about you when he:

1. Professes - gives you a title, stakes his claim in front of others, et al
2. Provides - feeds, cares for, et al
3. Protects - self explanatory

I think there is some truth to this?  Guy I'm dating did not do any of these early on.  Now he gets worried if there's no food in my fridge or when I travel alone.  It's sweet, but not very exciting. I think I lack excitement.